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Zombies => Metal & Talk (english) => Thema gestartet von: This Dying Soul am Oktober 08, 2004, 11:25:38 Vormittag
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YEP!!! you heard it right.. as of 2 of October me and Kristi found out that we are pregnant and are due sometime around mid June to early July of 2005!!!! and of course we are in love so that makes it even better that our desicion is to marry before the child is born.. so we are now off the road and are coming home for good (at least till the child is born) .. it isnt safe for the pregnancy nor for her to be on th road so we are both looking for jobs and are going to stay home.... wish us luck and stay tuned for the details and updates on our pregnancie.. going to make a diary of it here on the server since you all are like family to me and in a way to us, she likes to read the things that go on and what we have to say to each other, though she sometimes thinks we all nuts (boy how she is sadly mistaken, if she only knew how bad we really can be at times) she loves to read all your guy's posts as well... wish us luck and pray for us.. hard times are yet to come............(nine months of running around for her and listening to her whine..... OUCH) LMAO!!! love ya all.... :bluebanger: :D :D
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Wow Ryan, that's really good news! :cheers:
Although i don't know you that well, the very best of luck to you and your partner :D
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Hey man great news. I hope this child will bring you hapiness and that you will spent a happy lifetime with Kristi...well done and all the best wishes
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Hehe, I still wonder when you found the time to complete that task ;)
Best wishes to you, Ryan, and to the "hidden" reader Kristi of course also.
Good luck to both of you and take care of yourselfs so this will be the beginning of something new and good.
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Congrats and best of luck! Looking forward to reading you interesting take on the next few months!!!
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That's really great news. Congrats and good luck to the both of you! :D
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Congratulations !!
Wish you all the best of luck !!
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Congrats, son!
But why the **** didn't you mail me in advance?
:)
Greetz,
Tex
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Now this comes as a big surprise! At least I didn't even remember you have a partner on the road and bed... :lol:
Great news anyway, hope and wish the best for the three (at least) of you. :)
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yeppers thats right y'all.. were prego and going to be expecting in a few months.. we really thank every one for their expressed concern and your warm thanks... and again stick around for the future updates as I will so happilly let y'all know about it.. chow!! :cheers:
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Aw yeah! Congrats Ryan-Bear!!
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Hehe awesome dude!
Congratulations :beer: :cheers:
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Congrats!! Good luck to you both! I'll be looking forward to updates!
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first update.. IM GOING OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND ALREADY BECAUSE OF THE PREGNANT BULLSHITTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
man we havent even been pregnant for 6 weeks yet and already she is laying into me with the crap... I hope this is just a phase because of the fact that she is pregnant and scared about it or just hasnt really hit her yet because with my last two I didnt have to deal with this until the last couple of months... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!.. MOM DAD!!!!! some one give me some suggestions on what to do here Im about to rip what little hair I have left on my bald head........... :!: :!: :!:
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updates.. well the fact that Kristi is pregnant is obvious now.. she is feeling it and is starting to get morning sickness. GAH I hate this part. but I love her and will be there for her no matter what.. though some times I wish I could just give her a pill and say heere hunny leave me alone lmao it doesnt work that way.. buying my own semi truck so I can work local and still drive truck and make good money.. to hard now a days to make good money with a regular 9 to 5'er.. and the story goes on :)
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on October 30th at 3 A.M central america time me and Kristi found out we had lost our child due to a miscarriage.. i am hurt and mad.. I am shaking my fist at the sky and cursing God right now for what has happened.. this is the worst thing that could have ever possibly have happened to me in my life.. I am numb. the only thing I feel is anger, hatred, and betrayal because of such a thing.. i thought God was are creator and protecter. not the taker................. what did I do to deserve this.. what did Kristi do.. what did our child do.... I hurt so in a way I have never felt before... I dont know.. I just dont know.. I feel that what i am writing is with aimless care.. and you know something.. I could give a damn less right now.. I feel as though my life just became that much less important, that it just became one meaning less of what it was a day ago...
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I'm incredibly sorry to hear that and just lack words to express my thoughts.
Don't let this get you down. As far as I know you, I believe you're strong enough to get over this.
Take care and find some rest...
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Our thoughts are with you, Ryan. We wish you power and strength - in your believe as well as in your body, mind and relationship - to get through this as well as possible.
Don't think of it as something final, it will go on, life and chances will go on.
Stay heavy, stay true.
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Hey man hang in there....I am really sorry to hear this, You are both young and have the full life ahead of you. As Nat said Don't think of it as something final, it will go on, life and chances will go on.
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Ow man, so sorry to hear that.
Believe me, my thoughts are with you in this hard period.
This may seem meaningless to you at this point but life must and WILL go on and other opportunities are still ahead of you...
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It is always hard to understand why something like this happens. take care of yourself and Kristi, you need each other very much right now. my thoughts are with you two.
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Hey there neighbor, grieve as much as you need, and when you're ready try again. I have an uncle I'll never know because he was a stillborn. It's a sobering thought. My grandmother and grandfather persevered though, and had two more healthy children. Just take it easy, and the both of you heal up.
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Sad news indeed. Sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you.
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I want to take the time to thank you all for this.. due to every that has happened with the miscarriage and some personal differences we are sepereating.. on the first of november she will be departing to MD to be with her mother.... I dont know that things are going to get better for me.. this is too much.. I cant take it any more...
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Well Kristi is with her mother now.. things are going ok for her I guess. though I am all alone here at the house not knowng how to deal with all of this.. it is relly hard when you move to a new place where you know no one and trying to cope with such a loss and not having your GF here to be with you and help you go through this.... but i guess her being at her mothers is the best thing for her right now since her mother has been there in the past with her in these times of pain. this isnt the first misscariage Kristi has gone through.. but I hope it will be her and our last.. for thoughs who believe in God I just ask that yo pray for us.. and for those who dont pray to God for us any ways.. this has really taken alot out of us and our lifes.. like I stated in another post i feel as though my life has just suffered a great loss that has taken a part of me to its death.. and I am not sure how long it will take me to get out of this. but I thank each and every one of you for showing us support and giving is the kind words as you all have.. thanks for the love you guys.. your a great bunch to be around!
with Gods blessings and much love to all stay true!
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I am so sorry to hear this, Ryan. Of course, I'll say a prayer for both of you.
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on October 30th at 3 A.M central america time me and Kristi found out we had lost our child due to a miscarriage..
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My condolences.
Greetz,
Tex
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I just want to thank you all for the comforting words thoughts and prayers.. it is always hard to deal with such things as well as the loss of our releationship.. I am slowly recovering from everything and all.. though i have found myself every day waking to dreaming of Kristi.. it truly hurts.. and I think that losing her hurts just as much if not in some cases more then our loss together of our child.. I miss her so much as I still long for her touch, the sound of her voice and laughter, her breath and she sleeps next to me at night, our conversations and good times.. even the bad times.. and most of all the sound of her voice as she always told me that she loved me.. it is hard.. and it will be a long time before I am over her........