well, this will be my last post here at the boards I believe, so I just thought to tell people before I go to take care and I hope that your lifes will be good to you.
For a long time this place felt kinda like home for me, or rather a part of home. I felt wanted and cared for by alot of people, made friends and had trust in people here. I felt that no matter what went wrong during the day when I was not online or when I was out on the road happened, that when I came to this place it all would go away, that I could just breath and enjoy reading what things people wrote in here..
In the past there were times that I have gotten involved with a thread that was arguementive or have created arguements in the past that could have been without. but they were always plesently dealt with and were sorted through and in the end everything was ok..
but now it seems that with the opening of the new domain and the coming of new people things hav changed. people are here any more caring for others. people arent here to live the life of a cyber party. and to be totally honest I think and feel that people are really starting to become snobbish here.. and because of this I have spent less time on the boards..
at one point in time when we were using the old domain, I was the highest poster that wasnt a mod or an admin of all the boards, hence the reason they called me board whore here.... I even had more post then half the bleeding for metal crew members.. and things where live.. if all went dead I would do or say something that would bring spark back to the boards.. those days were grand...
i am not imposing that because people dont pay as much attention to me any more that I am going to leave the boards. I am not one to want the lime light... but the fact that my existence is almost totaly ignored and seems to be unapreciated I feel I am not wanted nor am i needed any more around here..
so with that, take care, be good and stay safe.. God Bless all and you will always stay with me in heart and be their in mind... I will pray for you all and your familys for good health and blessings....
if some one could give Dimitris my e-mail addy rollinlow25@hotmail.com and tell him to contact me when he has time I would greatly apreciate it.. tell him that I love him and miss him like a brother.....
Nat and Basti, great work you two have done here with every thing.. and thanks for giving me as well as others a place to come to enjoy for long times its been here. good luck in life and with your business with bleeding... you guys ROCK!!!
to Dad.. (tex) man we have had some times talking eh.. been great to have known you.. and thanks for helping me with things when I am troubled.. and some day I will give a call again.....
metalmaiden and metalRN you to be safe and be good to each other.. I thank you I thank you as well for every thing you have been to me....... enjoy each other.. love is way to far and few between.. and true love is once in a life time..
to every one else old and new. enjoy life and every one here.. I wish you all well...
one of the greatest things that I will miss will be that when something is wrong or I am having an issue that I wont have this place any more to come to to talk about it.. I really hate to go.. but I feel as iff it must be done....
Love and regrets.
Ryan J.Gartland
